Missing you...

It wasnt ur time
It wasnt ur luck,
Still u had 2 go
It wasnt worth a buck.

So many r fighting
But they didnt fall,
U also wanted 2 stay
But it was His call.

U left us shocked
U left us alone,
Ur memories r evrywhere
Although u r gone.

U have chosen dreams
To talk with me like before,
Please come back in reality
Cant live without u anymore.

You

Don't know how to explain it
Can't really put it into words
You've touched my life in so many ways
You never cease to amaze me.

I don't know what the future holds
I can't pretend that I do
I just know beyond a doubt
I always want you around.

Whether we stay the closest of friends
Or I become the love of your life
Or maybe even both occurs
As long as your in my life I can smile.

Something about you makes me smile
Not just with my mouth
And not just with my eyes
But all the way to my soul.

Thank you for what you are to me
For being who you are
And adding happiness to this life
And giving me a reason to smile.

Wateva...

Present time is for fcukin bad ppl...good ppl fcukin perishin outta nowhere...and bad ppl fcukin enjoyin like fcukin crazy...this fcukin world is getting more n more fcukin insane day by day...dats the fcukin truth if u fcukin ask me...so only 2 fcukin ways...either be fcukin asshole or be fcukin ready 2 get ditched and betrayed n all fcukin stuff for the rest of ur fcukin life wich is gonna be very fcukin short...

Dad,,,

Happy Birthday Dad...not being with Mum and u on ur b'days hurts...Missing the treats I used 2 get on ur b'days :)

Su...

Missing u Su...wish I was in Kol coz of u...u've given me the best memories of my Life...we both agreed that any "boyfriend-girlfriend" would feel jealous on seeing our relation :P ...so simple yet so deep...so down-to-earth yet so intense...muahh...(not the bf-gf one...much much more intense than that)...tc always...and never change...I m comin 2 disturb u very soon !!! Lolz !!!

Relief

Yes !!! I've done it...darr ke agey jeet hain...I've overcome one of my biggest fears...BET...or rather they did it 4 me...Thank you God...thank u Grandpa...thanks 4 makin my life simpler...u r with me...so now I can win the world...CHEERIO !!!

Wanna go back in time

Life has changed forever. Its never gonna be the same. Was never more alone. Lost someone very very close so suddenly and tragically that Heart refuses to believe it even now. Old days...prick a lot recently. I wanna go back 2 those days. Please. Please. Please.